Next Journey To Travel

Good morning wonderful people, having my morning coffee and butter biscuit...so sorry it's been some time since I have been here a lot has been going on, choices, decisions to make that have truly effected my life even to this day. Things that have closed some doors as others are opening up I am faced with being on my own again after twelve years of marriage. Believe me this is such a transition that I am left feeling numb, confused and strangely enough relieved.

The feeling of numbness is just not understanding how this could happened without notice, then confused for not being acknowledged or communication being made to resolve this in a civil manner, and relieved in a strange way that I really can't explain, maybe because I realize that neither of us was happy anymore. His dreams and mine were different even though we had a lot in common. This is not to say what God may have in store later in life for both of us. 

In this next chapter of my life I plan to do more with making a difference in as many lives as I can in my abilities through my art and blogging. To reach out and show that there is still good in this world.

I will say this always that life is too short to waste it on struggles that won't matter months from now even years. So you must choose and pick your battles in life for some of them will pass before you even have an answer may never have the answer to. During my life there have been many times I never got the answer to several of my prayers, but I trust in God always.

A Journey To Be On...

Today is truly another blessed day to live with all that has happened within the last week, as of Thursday, September 14th, 2017, I had surgery done on my airway...thank you Jesus for my healing...they went in to do laser surgery to remove scar tissue and open up my airway so that I can breathe.

As they went in to do the surgery, the doctor told us afterwards, that him and his staff were totally amazed that I was breathing at all because my airway was small as a coffee stirrer,can you just imagine that is very very small, it's a wonder that I was breathing at all, he said that being a normal person they would have completely passed out, that my body over time just adapted to it, but I know it was God, He kept me alive through His healing power. The power of God is truly amazing and no one is going to ever convince me otherwise. To have gone through all that I, personally have gone through is a testimony of Gods healing power.

I now have a trachea to breathe...the goal is to have it removed within six to eight weeks, I feel my healing working...praise God it's working...my progress has come quickly to where I can speak, feel air through my mouth and my nose, I can even blow my nose when I cover the trachea. They changed my trachea size from a #6 to a #4 before I left the hospital, so waiting for the bigger hole to heal around the smaller trachea.

It's been 4 months I have had the trachea, doing well except that my body is ready to be done with it, my body is healing and the trachea is in the way of that healing. I had an appointment to go see my doctor to possibly have it removed last week but we got snow which closed the roads down, so I had to reschedule to this week in hopes that my doctor will tell me it's time to remove it and let it finish healing closed.

Now i finally have the trachea out and its healing very well, breathing is much better still get winded sometimes when I over do it, but otherwise doing great. God is good people just remember that know it in your heart, cause He sure has a lot for me and my family. Praise God for being Him, being the loving Father that He is. Always keep faith in Him and also you got to claim it, receive it and believe for it.

Do They Do It On Purpose?

It's ten o'clock at night and my neighbor is shooting a BB gun continuously not sure if he is just doing cause he is bored and wanted try his gun out or if he does it to aggravate my dog...the thing is that I have animals and he could shoot the wrong way and it hit one of them, then we will have a problem.

That brings up the question...do they do it on purpose? Humans are complex, yet intriguing, just how their minds work is enough to make you wonder why they do the things they do. We are told that everything that we do is by choice...then it's based on whether it's right or wrong. Many may say that it's not always your choice it's just what life hands you...well to some point I can agree to that but in turn it's truly up to you how you react to it. Like in my situation in my health, it's not like I ask for it but maybe if I would have taken better care of my health and nutrition these things may not have happened to me, it comes to this...how I react to it now and what am I going to do about it. Take better care of myself and eat right and exercise for a start, then just let God take control and do His will in my life.

Again how we react to any given situation...it's not always going to be easy and there will times it just doesn't seem fair at all. Let's take a look back on our lives in other situations we were in, we made it through only come to another bump or hole in the road...so the choice is we can patch it up and moved on.

One thing I do know is that praying for others in their situations reaps forward for us...because as you are praying for someone, someone is praying for you.

God bless you all!

Just To Let You Know...

Trying to get in the grove of writing on my blog everyday has not been going very well but here I am today to update on a few things...first we have planned to sale our chickens, goats and pigs, which is heartbreaking but the latest news on my health conditions the doctor says I may have to have trachea. A trachea is this tube they insert in your airway through an incision on the outside of your throat, which helps you to breathe after a throat surgery. They are having to go in and remove some scar tissue that has developed from the radiation and dilation of the throat (stretching it so to be able to eat).

Not really worried about it, number one reason is because trust God and have faith in Him, that He is in control, between Him and the knowledge He gave the doctors...I will be fine. the surgery hasn't been set yet as of this moment...still deciding when I want to go through with this. I know it has to be soon, at least while my body is healing on it's own...although inside healing takes longer than outside healing, I can do this. Not going to lie I was scared at first and same thoughts go through my head as it did when I found out I had throat cancer and it's been nine years clean by the grace of God...thank you Lord, glory to God...amen.

True it's not absolutely sure that I will have to keep the trachea, it's all according to how well I heal, or how God heals me I should say. To end this blog I do ask from you wonderful people to pray for me and may God bless each of you and be with you in your comings and goings.

"If you what to keep getting what you are getting then keep giving what you are giving...so what have you gave today?" Tammy Hall

Where Do We Live?

God's Country

Are you proud to live in this country? Are you proud enough to say you love living here? Many of us will be quick to say yes to both of these questions, but really how many times have you complained about the issues of this great country? It's only natural to do so. I do love my country, what a wonderful place it is...there are many things to see and do just in our country, not to mention the world. Yet,many seek the freedom that we have in this country but come here to change what our fore=fathers built. We were once a country under God,but slowly becoming a country of joke. For we do not stand up for our country nor our people as our fore-fathers did when they wrote the Constitution of the United States. What is happening to us, have we just become a country of total blindness giving up on what matters most to fill our wants and desires with things that will not go with us? Creating a future for generations to come that they will be ashamed of?

The precious gift...

Life is a precious gift, you don't truly realize until you open your eyes to the true fact that can be what you want it to be, whether you are busy with many things to do, poor and feeling out of luck, disgusted with how things didn't turn out as you thought it should, sad because you lost a great friend or loved one, feeling sorry for yourself cause life just keeps beating you up, maybe you didn't get the job or promotion you thought you deserve, maybe people around you are talking about you and so many other scenarios and situations, but there is one thing for sure there is a power that is beyond our understanding that can do or change anything in His right timing according to His purpose for you...that is God, our Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit as three become one also we become one in them, a child of the Most High...I can't really explain how I know this but that I know what I know is true...life is surely how you react to the circumstances that cross your path, even more so it's totally up to you to face it with true courage and peace knowing that it will pass, nothing stays the same something about it changes, look for the opening that is there, give it to God, let Him show you His strength, His grace. Life is truly beautiful and I live it to the most I can do, even though mine is what I can do for others online, like in this situation...a post...God bless you all and remember love is unconditional so share with as many as you can, in person, through text, email, even in a post.

My quote...

"If you want to keep getting what you are getting then simply keep giving what you are giving, either way it comes back to you".

Believe in the Lord for blessings in whatever it is that you are in need for and He is faithful to give. He wants you to have a life of joy and prosperous. Receive His blessings, expect His blessings in whatever be it in family closeness, closer walk with Him, in finances, in healing of any sickness, He will take away the loneliness, confusion, resentment, and give you peace at heart. Jesus came to take all these things away and give you life eternity.

Receiving is believing, just a little faith can move a mountain, not seeing is believing making you far more faithful to God for what He has done for you. Give God praise even when you see no reason to do so, for it's in our weakness He becomes strong.